I feel like my relationship is failing, and I don’t know if I should quit. We don’t see each other enough to justify certain feelings. I’m not sure if I’m losing interest. I think I’m in too deep. I don’t know if I love him, or if we’re just young and playing at love. It’s been 1 year and 3 months, and I’ve been feeling these things for a long while, but I keep thinking that maybe it will get better…

That moment when your dad makes prejudice statements about your boyfriend. It doesn’t feel good..

Apparently there are “rules”: if there is gunna be a black and seemingly white in a relationship, then the guy is the black one.

Although I had an amazing time at the fair with my light skinned man, I didn’t really appreciate the weird looks we got from MOSTLY black ppl.

Young and old gave us looks. But no lie, I kept my head held high. Especially around the ratchets. Nasty yarn weave bitches ain’t got shit on my happiness.

I keep having these dreams about all these guys I have had crushes on,

and I’m more physically attracted to them than my boyfriend.

His personality is way better than their’s, but I don’t look at him like

“Dayum gimme some of that”. It’s weird..and when he’s just so amazing

and makes me feel so awesome about myself, only then do I see him in that

“get some” light. Idk if this is bad or good.

- Lead people on for months, then decide they don’t like them when it counts.

- Talking shit about someone to a friend, then turning around and talking shit about the person you vented to, to the people you were just talking shit about.

-“Friends” making people choose between significant others and “friendships”

-Someone getting upset with me, because I’m upset, even though they made me upset.

-People who CANNOT make up their own mind.

Idk why you think you’re better than everyone else,

your crush thinks you’re gross. your hair looks like seaweed, your lips are fucking purple like a dead body, you’re a huge bitch, and you look fucking stupid when you try to answer things before anyone else then get it wrong.

Jesus, give me a dirty look when I’m watching instead of when my head’s turned.

If I wasn’t about to graduate, or 18 I’d break your face.

Trying to complete a timed test, as my brother doesn’t stop annoying me even when I ask.

That moment when you can’t do anythign to cheer up your boyfriend or yourself.

This being healthy shit ain’t too bad. Hopefully I can keep it going cuz i feel pretty good right now c:

talking down to me, because I’m stressed over things I need to do to graduate DOES NOT help.

I HATE how every cute shirt I see, ends up being a crop top.

What about the girls like me? The ones who got muffin tops,

but still wanna look cute. =/

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So today I went to a UIL Practice Meet at another school, and I was walking around chillin/waiting for my next event.

I walk past this group of black girls, and they start giggling and laughing and what not, and one of them says “Look at Maya Angelou, look look.” (talking about my twa)

I’m not…

Most of the time I wash my hair once a week. Flat iron all of it once a week. Then touch it up in the middle of the week. But sometimes idgaf

I get crap like that from other [younger] black girls when I wear my fro. For me its like fuck you. I dont feel like spending close to $100 every two weeks for proffesional presses or relaxers. And I didn’t feel like spending half of my Sunday washing, moisturizing, drying, then more moisturizing, then flat ironing it. That shit’s a process.

Honestly, I feel self concious with my fro, but I at least know that I won’t go bald as quickly from all those harsh chemicals and 400 degree tools.